Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Start for a new year

I will be using this blog again...My spare time in the months that had passed were used with worthless things.I'm hoping that I'll be able to manage my blog this year amidst my toxic schedule.


That's all for now since its already 2am and the Philippines will be busy tomorrow preparing for the new years celebration.

Happy new year to all.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Green Peace Application

I've been a follower of green peace since 2006...I support their programs as a cyberactivist... I think its about time for me to take part in the organization as a regular volunteer. I submitted my application and I hope they'll send me a positive response...I'll be spending my free time as a volunteer since my plan to pursue graduate studies this year is not possible due to financial constraint.

I really wanted to take part in protecting our environment... I always integrate Sustainable Development Education in my classroom discussions....


Wakekek

I'm really confuse...

I met this person in a social network. He left his contact number in my account. I almost drool in front of the computer when I saw his pics. For the past years, I usually get involved with people who were much older than me. That's why I was not surprised when I felt the urge of saving his number and texted him right away. We exchanged messages for a couple of days before we decided to meet. Spending time with a stranger and having so much fun is unusual for me. Most of the people described me as aloof then I'll find myself almost flirting with a stranger.My goodness! My friends will surely call me MALANDI...I'm so surprised when we're together, he sent me a message saying I LIKE YOU! Take note it's in Bold letters. My heart palpitated like there's no tomorrow. My gosh! is this the time I've been waiting for? Right then and there the sidewalk I almost wanted to kiss him. We went to Mc Donalds to meet his friends. My world stumble when he started to call me BABY in front of other people! goodness! he just told me a while ago that he likes me and now he's calling me baby...What does "I like you" mean? Does this mean we're now committed with each other? Isn't it too fast?

2 days after our first meet up, he invited me to watch his game in their company tournament. At first, I'm hesitating to say YES since this was the first time that someone invited me to attend a company affair. The so called "MALANDI" side of my personality rationalized things . Maybe this is my chance to find the answers to the questions in my mind. We went to the affair. It's somehow boring at first but my adrenaline reached its peak when he's already playing the game. They lost the game but I was able to observe how he interact with his workmate and how he looks like when he's at work. After the game we went home together. We're riding the bus and he's telling me the sweetest words I've ever heard. I feel like I've finally found my comfort zone. The sad part is there are still doubts in my mind and I don't know why.

Now, He still text me but I can't feel the sweetness that he showed me when we're together...

We're also exchanging messages right now and it seems he's mad at me and I don't know why. He's so unpredictable...

This artist is causing so much distraction in my world... He told me that he only accepts the answers YES or NO but he didn't answer my questions when i asked him if he's really in love with me and if his serious with me... I need affirmation...

Black Christmas…


December 26, 2008 • 2 Comments (Edit)

JUST GOT HOME…

Instead of celebrating, we are bereaving for my cousin who passed away during X mas eve…

He was stabbed by an unidentified person…

It’s not easy for us to accept what happened…

As what people say to uplift our spirit, We know God has a reason for all of this…

Maybe he gave us this challenge to see how strong the bond of PAL family is…

To my cousin: Mac-Mac ( as what we fondly call him…) We love you and we will always miss you…Don’t worry you’re always “GWAPO” for all of us.
We know that you’ll never leave us. We will not be able to feel your presence during our family gatherings but You’ll always be in the heart of every member of our Family…

We love you mac-mac…

God will always make a way…

Listahan ng dapat ipagpasalamat…



December 23, 2008

Its christmas na at madami na akong natanggap na regalo…
mahirap ang naging buhay ko ngaung taon pero:

Masaya ako kasi natuto ako na lumaban at tumayo kung ano ang tama…

Masaya ako kasi nakapasok ako sa public school kahit isang buwan lang at umani ng mga natatanging karanasan…

Masaya ako kasi na experience ko magresign, jobless ng isang buwan at makita ang halaga ng trabaho…

Masaya ako kasi naranasan ko ang mag apply sa iba’t-ibang kumpanya at trabaho…

Masaya ako na maranasan na mag apply at ma-interview sa mga trabahong sa call center agent, editorial assistant, training assistant, admin assistant at kung anu-anu pa….

Masaya ako na sa huli ay ibinalik din ako sa pagtuturo kung saan ako nararapat…

Masaya ako na makapagtrabaho sa isang kilalang pamantasan na lalong humahasa sa aking kakayahan at talino bilang guro…

Masaya ako na mabait ang aking mga kasama sa trabaho…

Masaya ako na madaming kaibigan ang palagi sa aking tabi…

Masaya ako na ang aming punong guro ay di kami iniiwan anuman ang problemang dumating…

Masaya ako kasi nakarecover agad si tatay from stroke…

Masaya ako kahit under medication pa si ate e ok na ung mga lab test niya…

Masaya ako na lahat kaming magkakapatid ay maayos ang trabaho…

Masaya ako na matalino ang 2 kong pamangkin…

Masaya ako na nabawasan ako ng timbang ngaung taon heheheh…

Masaya ako na kahit TAMBLING ang love life napakasaya naman ng Career at Family ko… at lagi ko yun ipagpapasalamat…

On my own… always…



December 8, 2008

Why do people always think that I’m always Ok?

They always think I’m strong and didn’t need any comfort from anyone…

Hayst…

Why I was never the favorite of anyone?

I’m always on time

I’m always present

I’m always clean and proper

I’m always giving my best

I’m always friendly

I’m always patient

I’m always trying to be optimistic

I’m always trying to be the best one

but still people didn’t notice my existence in this world…

Got to go…



November 3, 2008

Itutulog ko na lang ang mga bagay na di ko maintindhan…

Itutulog ko na lang ang mga bagay na di kayang sagutin ng pagmumuni ng isip ng tao…

Itutulog ko na lang ang mga bagay na di ko kayang abutin pero ipinipilit sakin…

Itututlog ko na lang ang mga bagay na di ko gusto pero ibinibigay sakin…

Itutulog ko na lang ang mga bagay na di ko kayang tapusin pero pinagagawa sakin…

itutulog ko na lang ang mga bagay di ko kayang tanggapin…

walang kumakausap sakin ng matino… Outcast ako sa usapan ng mga tao na puro dating, sex at etiketa ng damit ang pinag uusapan… d na ba ko nakakasabay sa ikot ng mundo dahil maxado kong tutok sa trabaho ko??? o sadyang di akma ang paraan ng pamumuhay ko sa mga taong nakikilala ko??? nasan ba talaga ang lugar ko??? Isa lang naman ang alam ko MATIGAS ANG AKING ULO… at yun ang ayaw sakin ng mga tao…